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Name: John Mark
Country: United States
State: North Carolina
Metro: Raleigh
Birthday: 7/6/1985
Gender: Male
Interests: Frisbee. Ideas. My family, close and extended. History. Revolutionary War re-enacting. Video games. Intelligent conversation about anything. Girls (so you know that I'm not gay). Sports in general, and soccer, frisbee, and racquetball in particular (although I'm not that good at soccer or racquetball).
Expertise: Early American history. Star Wars (yeah, geeky, I know). Random certain video games: Halo 2, Civ II and ToT, Age of Mythology, Neverwinter Nights, Diablo II. Frisbee, ultimate and otherwise. Screwing up...
Occupation: Student
Industry: Education/Research
Message: message me
Member Since:
4/11/2005
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| I think I like LJ better than xanga now, so that's where the majority of my new posts shall go.
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| Dying and watching people you care for die in your dreams is a real disconcerting thing.
I made a livejournal account for my deepest thoughts, 'cause I have to censor myself on here for the people who may or may not be reading it. I shouldn't have to, but I do.
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| I wish I was a different person.
I wish my parents were different or that they cared.
I wish I still had a dream, or something to work for. Working my ass off for numbers and letter grades sucks; there's no point to it.
I fucked up last night and it in turn fucked up today. I hope I can make myself do all the work I'm supposed to do this weekend. "Fall break", my ass.
I'm...oh forget it...no one cares...
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| We can't stay on the fence like this. It's not healthy, and one or both of us will probably end up more hurt. It needs to be all or nothing. Soon.
I have two papers to write and two tests to study for over the break. Whoohoo. French, literature, and philosophy. I'll probably have the apartment to all to myself.
I got some more drugs for my freaking sinuses. Hopefully I will be cured soon.
I go up to Washington DC next week for the study at NIMH. Maybe I'll see some superpowered rats.
I wish I could just lay here...
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We'll do it all
Everything
On our own
We don't need
Anything
Or anyone
If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?
I don't quite know
How to say
How I feel
Those three words
Are said too much
They're not enough
If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?
Forget what we're told
Before we get too old
To show me a garden that's bursting into life
Let's waste time
Chasing cars
Around our heads
I need your grace
To remind me
To find my own
If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?
Forget what we're told
Before we get too old
To show me a garden that's bursting into life
All that I am
All that I ever was
Is here in your perfect eyes, They're all I can see
I don't know where
Confused about how as well
Just know that these things will never change for us at all
If I lay here
If I just lay here
Would you lie with me and just forget the world?
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